Princess

Paranoia

2010-02-02T01:54:00.000-08:00

When my head aches, I think I’m getting a brain tumour

When I drink acid, I think I’m getting stomach cancer.

When I catch a cold, I believe it’s swaine flu,

How can you be so blind and don’t see it too?

Sometimes I feel pollution filling up my lungs

But where would we be at, if we gave up cars?

Each time I’m hungry, I think of starvation,

When I’m cold, I think of freezing to death.

Oh, God, where can I find my salvation

And how cand I drive this paranoia away?

Refrain:

I’m so scared of dying, but living gets me terrified,

The world is a scary place

And I am scared to death!

I’m slowly going mad

Cause all I have in my head

Is paranoia

All the way…

Paranoia

Get away from me.

Just get away from me.

When I see a truck on the road, I see it crashing my car

Each time I cry, I imagine that my eyes could go blind.

When someone walks behind me, I’m afraid of attack

I know I could get paralysed, if I get a pain in the back.

I put up with terror, but turned heaven into hell

I never said never, but never learnt my lesson well.

When it’s too hot, I know I might suffocate,

When my hair falls, I know I’m going bald.

Though I know I’m starting to exaggerate

When I’m tired, I know I’ve grown old.

Refrain:

I’m so scared of dying, but living gets me terrified,

The world is a scary place

And I am scared to death!

I’m slowly going mad

Cause all I have in my head

Is paranoia

All the way…

Paranoia

Get away from me.

Just get away from me.

Maestro

2009-11-10T14:35:00.000-08:00

Maestro, I take my hat off in front of you,
But, Professore, I think I love you.
You were the perfect teacher, taught me everything I know
But now I don’t want to be your student any more.
You said that I’ve learnt my lines well,
You always helped me out to be a straight A
I’ve learned all cause you taught me everything you knew
But while you were teaching, I fell in love with you.
Literature and mathematics, physics and chemistry
Now, maestro, it’s time you showed me some biology.
I’ve never missed a class, I never skipped school,
Because, professor, I was longing to see you.

Refrain:
Maestro, I’m not a little girl any more,
You give me only A-s, but I wanna show you I desirve them all.
Underneath this uniform, Maestro
You’re guessing there is the rest of
What you’re dying to see.
Maestro, why are you just standing there
And staring at me?

Maestro, I bow my head in front of you,
But, Professore, I think I love you.
You were the best master, taught me to read and write poetry
But now it’s time you see the woman growing inside of me.
I used to do anything just to get your attention in class
Please, teach me something you never taught anyone in the past
Professor, I was always the first to raise my hand to answer to you
If you show me the ABC-s of loving, I’ll show you all I can do.
My uniform’s too short, this poney tail doesn’t fit me any more.
I’m in the classroom now, Maestro, so close the door.
You can dare make a step, you know I’m twenty one
You can give me marks, you can touch if you please
I’m making the first move, now I’m kissing your lips.

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Stop Playing God!

2009-10-10T09:05:00.000-07:00

Did God give you the right to choose
Who will win and who will lose,
Who will live and who will die?
You’re killing us with every lie.
Eyes wide shut and ignoration
No mercy and no compassion
Why do you act as if you care?
If you don’t see
The poverty
It doesn’t mean it’s not there!
I got a million questions
But no one has the answers
Why is life so complicated
Why do you start a war if you hate it?
This is the monster we’ve created
How did we come to shoot guns at each other?
Why are we killing animals to dress ourselves in leather?

REFRAIN:
Who do you think you are?
What gives you the right
To turn your head from those in pain,
To pretend they are not there?
Stop playing God with those weaker than you!
Can’t you see what you started to do?
Stop playing God!
You are ruining our lives,
Just stop playing God!

The planet is dying in front of your eyes
You ignore it and cover it in lies!
We’re turning to dust hour by hour
And yet say it’s not in our power
To stop it and bring salvation
But the world’s full of starvation
What does it take you so long
To understand
Life will end
Unless you put an end to the war!
Starvation, cancer, AIDS and criminality,
You think they exist only on TV.
But they're eating us alive bit by bit,
Can anybody tell me how we have come to this?
They’re ravaging territories, instead what do you do?
You claim you hate it, but never make a move!

REFRAIN:
Who do you think you are?
What gives you the right
To turn your head from those in pain,
To pretend they are not there?
Stop playing God with those weaker than you!
Can’t you see what you started to do?
Stop playing God!
You are ruining our lives,
Just stop playing God!

I'm Still Moonwalking!

2009-07-23T14:24:00.000-07:00

I spent a lifetime in the headlines with paparazzi calling me names,
I know for sure that my departure will be just the same.
If you’re asking “who will dance on the floor in the round” from now on,
I just don’t know the answer, you’ll have to get it on your own!
There mustn’t be “Blood on the dancefloor” now that I’m gone,
You can still keep that hursh “Give In To Me” as a ringtone.
And if you say I love you and don’t hear me say back “I love you more”
It’s just because here, in Heaven, they don’t have microphones.

My photo is now in black and white, my name is followed by two years,
And you won’t bring me back if you wrap my photoshop pictures in tears.
Don’t waste your time searching for me,
I am not in some crypt of some Hollywood cemetery
And I am not in that casket of gold that you saw on TV.
I am in the secrets of gravity from Smooth Criminal, that will remain untold,
You know I’m Bad, I’m Dangerous and the History shall never unfold!

Don’t think I died, I am Invincible, they can’t just make me disappear like that!
I am living forever in the Beat It-beat that you will never forget!
Don’t get on your knees by the side of my grave,
I am not the one that you are supposed to save.
Your mission now is to Heal the World with the love you bring
And tell your childrens’ children that there was once a King.
Why do you weep, don’t want to hear you cried
Why do you mourn? I never died!

They wanted me to be a superstar and yet a normal man
That is why in my mind I was playing the part of Peter Pan.
Some expected me to be larger than life every day,
While others said “who the hell is Michael Jackson anyway?”
You say “rest in peace, Michael”, but are you joking?
As years pass,
With no regrets,
I’m still moonwalking.

All I Meant To Say Is I Love You

2009-06-17T12:45:00.000-07:00

The first voice that I hear in the morning, when I open my eyes,
The lips that never forget to kiss me good night.
You’re calling from time to time to make sure I’m ok
And just tell me “I love you, that’s all I meant to say”.
Baby, when you’re not home my soul is so hallow,
I feel like without you there’s no tomorrow.
To me you’re everything that other men are not,
Please teach me to keep forever what I’ve got.

Refrain:
He heals the broken heart,
He dries the tears I cry.
He is the man that I adore
Without him I couldn’t breathe any more.
This world would fall apart with if you were gone
I may have million friends, but without you I’m alone.
There are no words that could explain
What I am feeling for this man
So I guess there’s just one way
I love you is all I meant to say.

You bring a smile upon my face every time I am sad
And you are the calmest man in the world when I get mad.
You can’t imagine how guilty I feel from time to time,
Cause sometimes I take for granted what’s mine.
There are times when I feel like I don’t desirve you
And I can’t pay you back just by saying I love you.
Every time that someone hurts me, I run to you
Who else could ever understand me like you do?

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What If?...

2009-04-28T11:44:00.000-07:00

What if I took all those pills that you locked away from me,
What if I ran my car full speed straight into a wall?
What if I went to your job and made a scene,
Would you still think that I am losing control?
What if I ate Chinese and put my finger down my throat,
What if I’d go out in my pijamas, bare footed at night?
And what if I kept a 9 milimeters gun in my purse,
Would you still think that I’m losing my mind?
Refrain:
I ask all these silly questions and you think it’s just a game,
But what if I would do all these things one day?
Is it all right
To lose my mind?
I guess it’s ok
To lose control
Every now and then
And to feel insane.
Can't you see it in my eyes, baby
That I'm dying to go crazy!
Would you stand and watch my masquerade
Would you die to see me doing
All the things that you hate?

What if I turn the music just a little too loud for you,
What if I break down cause I can’t stand this pain?
What if I drove the car just a little too fast for you,
Would you still think that I am going insane?
What if I watch porn movies at 3 in the morning,
What if I come home long after you went to sleep?
What if I took the gun out at the mall in the evening,
What if I tell the secrets I’m supposed to keep?
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A Little Bit of Everything

2009-04-19T12:38:00.000-07:00

When I asked if you still loved me,
You asked "why you wanna know"?
Baby, now I know this is so over,
So why don’t you just get out that door?
Hahaha!
And now you say you don’t remember
Of doing everything that you did,
You put on an angel face saying that never
You could cheat, nor lie to me.
Hahaha!

Refrain:
But you’re such a good actor
And we’ve been here before,
I know your next line
And I know my reply.
We know were this is going to
So why waste any more time?
A little bit of everything,
A little bit lie and a little bit cheat.
How have you been reduced to this?
How come you did
A little bit of everything?

It’s easy to hang up the phone
When you can’t make excuses fast enough
I did it myself long time ago
That’s the ironic story of my life.
Hahaha!
I know exactly what you’re doing now
I did it myself and I know.
In your eyes there is no more love
And it’s time you walked out that door.
Hahaha!

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Bitter Love

2009-01-27T13:46:00.000-08:00

Refrain:
Bitter love
I’ve gambled and I’ve lost
The one I wanted the most,
Bitter love.
The taste of sweet love turned bitter,
It all happened in an instant.
I never thought we’d come to this,
To feel the bitter love in such a bitter kiss.

Bitter love, baby, and you try to kiss away these tears running down my face,
Just this bitter love and always trying to put someone else in your place.
But now I understand I never could
Only God knows how I wish I would!

Bitter love, baby, giving you all of my love and getting heartache instead.
Just this bitter love, baby, and the sound of your angry voice in my head.
The voice that told so many goodbies,
And that killing look in your eyes.
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Bitter love, baby, and now I guess I just don’t know who you are any more,
Just bitter love, baby, I used to love you like crazy, but now I’m not sure.
You said goodbye, but came back again,
That’s where the bitterness began.

Bitter love, baby, and it’s like I don’t recognize the man lying in bed next to me,
Just bitter love, baby, can’t remember what was it that made me feel like this.
Most of the time I was broken-hearted.
That’s when the bitter love started.
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Charlie

2009-01-15T13:41:00.000-08:00

Refrain
I smile instantly
Each time i get to see
Your face on the screen,
The funniest that’s ever been!
Oh-oooh, Charlie...
You made us laugh, you made us cry
With your humour in black and white,
Oh-oooh, Charlie...

You needn’t speak to make us laugh,
In black and white you spent your life,
But gave us color and laughter
Just a little smile, all you were after…
Oh-oooh, Charlie...

With simple mimic, you taught us what fun is,
You will survive through centuries.
We understood what you meant without words
You made the tricks and waved like a lord,
Oh-oooh, Charlie...

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The sound of your voice was never heard
On tv, you never said a word
But we smiled for you when you were glad
And cried with you when you were sad
Oh-oooh, Charlie...

Black moustache and eyes like cinder,
You got our attention with a finger
You hid millions of magic tricks in your hat
Showed them all and then walked away.
Oh-oooh, Charlie...

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Nu suntem nemuritori

2009-01-13T12:53:00.000-08:00

Şi câmpurile de lavandă violet se înnegresc

Şi soarele se prăbuşeşte-n mare
Şi părinţii noştri-mbătrânesc
Iar noi, cât mai rămânem tineri oare?...

Aşa cum stelele dispar la răsărit,
Aşa cum primăvara vine şi iar pleacă,
Aşa cum nu rezistă nimic la infinit,
Aşa şi viaţa noastră o să treacă.

Aşa cum se scutură la orice adiere
Frunze aurii, petale albe de flori
Ce trist e să ne luăm la revedere
Când aflăm că nu suntem nici noi
Nemuritori...

Your Majesty

2009-01-11T13:53:00.000-08:00

Refrain:
Hey, King,
I am staring at your photo on the wall
And the bartender tells me
That Memphis is the home of rock’n roll.
Here, they even play your music in the streets
They used to say that Elvis is destructive and forbidden for the kids
Now they say that Elvis is the King.
Hey, King,
You went away long before I was born and you see,
I didn’t get to say Your Majesty.

Hey, King,
I thought I saw you at Graceland, walking right through the door
You were holding your guitar and singing “Jailhouse rock”
I could swear I heard his voice
And I can’t put this into words,
Cause I swear to God that I have never seen
Since I last saw James Dean on the screen
Eyes that shined
Just like the sun
And how I loved it when you sang those gospel songs
Now they finally say that you are the King
What the hell did it take them so long?

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Hey, King,
It must’ve been unbelievable when you were gone, on 16th of August 1977
And I've never heard a voice like yours singing so sweetly Love Me Tender
His house became a museum
And people come to see him.
And I know that more than words could tell
They loved it when you sang “Heartbreak Hotel”
Photos on the walls,
In every place I go
I see your face on posters, you’re smiling back at me
And I’m only sorry that I never got the chance
To see you and call you Your Majesty.

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Sunshine Smile

2008-12-20T12:46:00.000-08:00

Refrain:

You light up the sky,
When you smile, son of mine,
With your sunshine smile
For which I wrote a lullaby.

If you’re smile could put an end to terror,
To all the hate that’s destroying our world,
I would let everyone see you,
And they would forget in a blink
What they are fighting for.
Soldiers would turn guns into flowers,
Presidents would talk of paradise,
People would feel that peace is in their power,
If they only saw your beautiful baby eyes.

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You hang the stars into the sky at night
With that pretty eyes and smile of yours,
You must be angel of light,
And I can’t help wondering
What you are smiling for.
But I’ll make sure you have reason for happiness,
Protect you when you smile in your sleep.
Pretty baby, I’ll sing you lullabies
And I’ll never love you any less.

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Not Human At All

2008-12-17T12:19:00.000-08:00

You say you’re just a man who loves me desperately,
But then why are you turning all of this love against me?
Why are you putting a gun to my head every day.
Baby, you are killing me bit by bit
With everything that you do
And all of these stupid roles that you play.

Refrain:
I loved you until I realized
There is no kindness at all in those blue beautiful eyes.
Just anger and hate and cruelty
And you use them all against me.
But what if the woman that used to love you says no
Just when you need her the most?
Cause you’re not human at all.
Play your games
On someone else.
Take control
As you always do,
I’m over you,
Cause you’re not human at all!

And baby, why are you hurting all the people that I care for,
How come for these questions, you don’t have an answer any more?
You had everything you could possibly dream of,
But you’re losing it bit by bit,
Cause you’re driving me away
How come you gave up the woman you claim to love?

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It’s a little bit too late to realize that you need my love
I realized first that you are not human at all.

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I'm Sorry I'm Not Sorry

2008-11-28T14:03:00.000-08:00

In my mind I’ve repeated these lines
Until I had them memorized
So please, just let me tell you all I have to say
If you speak, I might not be able to go all the way.
Baby, how I loved you, but it’s over now.
I guess I slipped through your fingers somehow.
And now I don’t even know what I’m staying here for
Since, baby, I don’t feel in love with you any more.

REFRAIN
What am I supposed to feel for you
Everyone tells me not to cry
But why?
Cause I am really not going to.
I guess I knew from the beginning
It wasn’t going to last
I guess I’m only sorry I’m not sorry
That I lost you this fast.
I guess I just don’t love you any more
I’m sorry there is nothing to feel sorry for.

In my heart I hoped against the odds
But it’s over and it doesn’t even hurt.
There was a time when I felt that I couldn’t even breathe
If I didn’t here your voice, if you weren’t close enough to me.
But it’s all gone now and I guess I always knew
I wasn’t going to spend the rest of my life with you.
Don’t ask me silly questions, I don’t know what went wrong
I guess I always knew that it wasn’t going to last too long.

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Dragă Moş Crăciun

2008-11-21T12:27:00.000-08:00

Dragă Moş Crăciun
Te-am rugat şi anul trecut
Dar poate că scrisoarea mea nu a ajuns la tine.
Ţi-am cerut atunci nişte cercei cu rubine
Dar acum nu mai sunt la modă şi m-am răzgândit
Acum îţi cer un nou iubit
Să arate ca Mister Univers, să facă tot ce vreau eu,
Îţi voi cere altul la anul, ăsta este genul meu.
Şi dragă Moş Crăciun, aş mai vrea
Pe lista ta să fie prima scrisoarea mea.
REFREN:
Moşule, ştii că nu sunt materialistă,
O să-ţi mai trimit o listă
Şi pe lângă aceste cadouri
Aş mai vrea o sumă cu multe zerouri!

Şi să mai pui de-o parte pentru mine o masină,
De preferat să fie limuzină.
Şi o rochie din mătasea cea mai fină.
Aş mai vrea şi un colier cu diamante
Un mic, dar nu prea mic, inel cu briliante
Nu sunt pretenţioasă, mă mulţumesc cu puţin
Dar nu mă supăr dacă pui de la tine un safir.
Merit tot ce-ţi cer că am fost cuminte,
Cine zice altceva, ştii sigur că minte!
REFREN:
Moşule, ştii că nu sunt materialistă,
O să-ţi mai trimit o listă
Şi pe lângă aceste cadouri
Aş mai vrea o sumă cu multe zerouri!

Şi, Moşule, aş mai vrea, o vilă la Saint Tropez
Te las pe tine să alegi un apartament în Champs Elysee.
Iar la vară de ziua mea,
Vreau excursie în America.
Şi Mosule, să nu uiţi ce ţi-am cerut
În scrisoarea de anul trecut.
Dacă nu găseşti un yacht, mă mulţumesc cu un hotel,
Ştii că nu sunt mofturoasă de fel.
REFREN:
Moşule, ştii că nu sunt materialistă,
O să-ţi mai trimit o listă
Şi pe lângă aceste cadouri
Aş mai vrea o sumă cu multe zerouri!

Orion

2008-10-30T11:50:00.000-07:00

Înger sprijinit în fulger,
Ca un bătrân într-un toiag,
E copil, bărbat şi înger,
Îl urăsc şi mi-este drag.

Iubire dintre rai şi iad,
Ce mă chemi dintr-o privire,
Tu mă-nalţi, mă faci să cad,
Cu promisiuni de nemurire.

Nu mă amăgi, iubire,
Nu-ncerca nici să mă minţi,
Că eu, doar dintr-o privire,
Simt ce vrei şi simt ce simţi.

Străluceşte asupra mea,
Cum ai făcut şi până-acum,
Atunci voi fi şi eu o stea
Alături răsărind din fum.

Numai noi trei să fim mereu,
Învăluiţi mereu în mister,
Doar tu, iubirea noastră şi eu
Asemeni lui Orion din cer.

OK, Baby

2008-10-30T11:19:00.001-07:00

That's ok, baby, let's do it your way once again,
'Cause I just can't take this fighting any more
And I'd rather give in again and take the blame
Than going back to the arguments we've had before.
You're gonna have it your way or nothing at all,
But I think that you are moving way too fast.
Baby, you gotta let me know when it gets out of control,
'Cause I'm not sure that any other way, we can make it last.

REFRAIN:
You say you're gonna do it right now,
"Ok, baby" is all that I can say.
I know you're gonna get it right somehow.
Ok, baby, have it your way.

That's all right, baby, let's just do it like that,
I know nothing could ever change your mind.
And if there is some other better way,
I guess we'll have to find it some other time.
You know that I've been here for too long,
To walk out on you when you are not all right.
But baby, you gotta let me know when it goes wrong,
So I can make it better one more time.

REFRAIN:
You say you're gonna do it right now,
"Ok, baby" is all that I can say.
I know you're gonna get it right somehow.
Ok, baby, have it your way.

O iubire în plus

2008-10-29T05:15:00.000-07:00

Refren:
O iubire în plus,
Ceva de ascuns,
Un apel nepreluat,
Un sms fără autor,
Şi un bărbat
După care simţi că mori....
Ceva de ascuns,
O iubire în plus.

Nu ai vrut asta niciodată, dar s-a întâmplat şi n-ai putut spune "nu".
Acum eşti adorată de un bărbat cu care-n public, nici nu vorbeşti la "per tu"
Te intimidează
Şi te fascinează
Încă de când nici nu-l ştiai personal, ci numai de la televizor,
Nu l-ai vrut niciodată, dar acum te face să simţi că mori.

Refren:
O iubire în plus,
Ceva de ascuns,
Un apel nepreluat,
Un sms fără autor,
Şi un bărbat
După care simţi că mori....
Ceva de ascuns,
O iubire în plus.

Prezenţa lui îţi face rău, absenţa lui te doare şi mai rău
Te înnebuneşte gândul că lumea nu ştie ce-i al tău.
E halucinant,
Atât de aberant!
Ai greşit că n-ai putut opri la timp ce urma să fie,
Şi de ce tocmai tu, când ca tine ar fi găsit o mie?!

Refren:
O iubire în plus,
Ceva de ascuns,
Un apel nepreluat,
Un sms fără autor,
Şi un bărbat
După care simţi că mori....
Ceva de ascuns,
O iubire în plus.

Morphine

2008-10-29T01:03:00.000-07:00

I'm takin' Morphine to cut the pain,
I'm takin' everything that I can.
Valium and Xanax every now and then
And some Demerol, though it's banned.
But your presence is like anesthesia,
Gentle sleep like amnesia.
It's all wrapped up in one,
It takes me up when I'm down.
It's so much better than any injection
Sweet and deceitful, causing addiction.

REFRAIN:

You are much better than any medicine,
Baby, you are my Morphine,
My overdose of Morphine!
Let's just stay inert like this,
And with every kiss,
Inject Morphine in my veins.

It took some time until I understood
Loneliness ain't gonna do me any good.
I'm takin' Diprivan to cut the pain
And any other painkillers that I can.
Anything that's now available in store
Full phial without prescription and more.
Some Demerol and some whisky will do,
Unless I can't lay in bed next to you.

REFRAIN:
You are much better than any medicine,
Baby, you are my Morphine,
My overdose of Morphine!
Let's just stay inert like this,
And with every kiss,
Inject Morphine in my veins.

I've learnt a brandnew dimension of pain
While you were gone away.
So I took everything that could stop me
From going insane.

REFRAIN:
You are much better than any medicine,
Baby, you are my Morphine,
My overdose of Morphine!
Let's just stay inert like this,
And with every kiss,
Inject Morphine in my veins.

Flash!

2008-09-11T01:02:00.000-07:00

Show some more skin!
But no feelings within!
Flash!
Give me sensualty,
Make love to the camera!
Give me ecstasy,
Don't let them see who you are.
Flash!
You got tired, who cares?
Give me what I ask!
Flash!
If you won't, there are million girls just like you
Who would do what I tell them to!
Flash!

Since she was a little girl, she dreamt to get on the cover of a magazine,
Smiling at the camera as she's told and showing some more of her skin.
Parents asked her what will happen when she gets all wrinkled and fat
All models end up the same, didn't anybody tell her that?

Give me energy,
Come on, smile for me!
Flash!
Give me fury and rage,
Come on, show some revenge!
Flash!
Look at me, look aside,
And put on that diva smile!
Flash!
You got tired, who cares?
Give me what I ask!
Flash!
If you won't, there are million girls just like you
Who would do what I tell them to!
Flash!

Now she smiles from up the catwalk, she's got fortune and fame.
Her dad called her for her birthday to tell her she should be ashamed!
Cause from a huge poster on every highway in the country, she smiles down
Commercials for lengerie always pay best, about 10 000 dollars per month.

Give me simplicity,
No, show me arrogance!
Flash!
Give me everything, baby!
Show me you are furious!
Flash!
You got tired, who cares?
Give me what I ask!
Flash!
If you won't, there are million girls just like you
Who would do what I tell them to!
Flash!

High heels, top skills, designer cloths and make up non-stop,
Some pills every 2 hours to end the headache she's got.
She just puts on a Hollywood smile, perfect white are her teeth.
Plastic surgery, botox, even though she was only nineteen.

You got tired, who cares?
Give me what I ask!
Flash!
If you won't, there are million girls just like you
Who would do what I tell them to!
Flash!

Ruslana Korshunova (2nd of July 1987-28the of June 2008)

Good Girl With Cruel Intentions

2008-09-05T00:27:00.000-07:00

Don't tell me what I should be,
Really don't mess with me.
They say I'm such a pretty girl, 'cause I always dress decently.
Never cleavage exposed and never skirts above the knee.
They say I look like a girld from the boarding school
'Cause I wear my hair up and I've got glasses to suit.
They say I'm always by the book, no matter what
And I am not gonna mess with that.
I do act like a good girl unless...
Unless I'm furious!

Refrain:
Not so far from the aggression,
And yet not too far from perfection.
You pretend
Not to understand
This brandnew conception
That I am.
I am a good girl with cruel intentions
(Unless you can get my affection).

Don't try to block me if I get you upset,
Really, I'm much better than that.
I'm not what you think I am, not what you see,
There's much under those dresses never above the knee.
I know things that I haven't learned in school,
I'm not a hallelujah girl, no one will play me for a fool.
I do act like a good girl unless...
Unless I'm furious!

Refrain:
Not so far from the aggression,
And yet not too far from perfection.
You pretend
Not to understand
This brandnew conception
That I am.
I am a good girl with cruel intentions
(Unless you can get my affection).

Poezie despre diriga

2008-08-27T04:32:00.000-07:00

Colegii de liceu ştiu despre ce este vorba! ;)

Ora cică a-nceput, iar diriga se răsteşte:
"În şuturi îl dau afară pe cel ce râde prosteşte!"
Ce să faci? Stai şi asculţi, până când se ia de tine,
Însă azi tu ai noroc: "Iar se sună de ieşire?"
Vine şi la ora a doua, scuipă foc, expiră fum
Şi ne-ntreabă alarmată: "Care-i ultimul volum?"
Este linişte deplină, parcă-i la înmormântare:
"E la mintea puiului!", dar Tudor habar nu are!
"- Vintiloiu, spune-acum, tu cu ce te-ai pregătit?"
"- Doamnă, eu n-am învăţat, pentru că am fost răcit!"
"- Băiete, asta nu-i scuză, pentru astăzi ai un 2!"
Iar către colţul din stânga: "Fără discuţie-ntre voi!"
Când mai e juma' de oră, se leagă şi de Andreea:
"- Irimie, haide, spune, ai învăţat poezia?"
"- Doamnă, eu n-am avut timp, am fost plecată de-acasă!"
"- Ce-ai zis? Am ajuns să te tratez ca pe ultimul din clasă!"
"Hodiş, iarăşi te trezeşti vorbind? Ce, aici suntem la piaţă?"
"Şi Denis, ia nu mai râde, că şi tu eşti ca o ţaţă!"
"Iliescu, tu ce faci? Stai ca nea Gheorghe la poartă!"
"Ca să nu mai zic de Teo, care stă plăcintă-n bancă!"
Catalogul îl deschide. Oare cine-i condamnat?
"- Paul, spune-mi acum, tu cam ce-ai mai învăţat?
"- Doamnă, eu n-am fost la şcoală" "- Asta nu e treaba mea!
Bălan, concentrează-te! Mie spune-mi lecţia!"
"- Dar eu nu m-am pregătit!"
"- Băiete, nu eşti capabil! Ai avut doar de citit!"
"- Pişcărac, ia spune tu, pentru oră ce-ai adus?"
"- Am venit cu cinci romane şi chiar am învăţat în plus!"
Când mai sunt 10 secunde, ora se încheie brusc:
"Vlasă, notează în caiet! Să nu zici că nu ţi-am spus!"

Foşti iubiţi

2008-08-27T04:03:00.000-07:00

O uşă ce se deschide doar când intru sau ies eu,
Uneori uit că s-a terminat şi te aştept să vii.
Partea ta de pat e goală, mă gândesc la tine mereu,
Iar tu-mi zâmbeşti acum doar din fotografii.

Pe lista de foşti iubiţi adaug şi numele tău,
Scris cu litere groase de tipar.
Şi tu ai jurat că mă vei iubi mereu,
Dar... mereu există un "dar"!

Dar nu mai poţi să vii,
Dar nu mai vrei,
Dar nu mai ştii
Cum să mă iei.

Iar mâna mea scrie
Cu numărul o mie
Numele tău
Pe lista de foşti iubiţi.

Nu au fost o mie, dar toţi au venit la întâmplare
Şi au plecat spunând că poate au ghinion.
Câte un pic din sufletul meu a luat fiecare
Şi am rămas să scriu iubitul cu numărul un milion.

Şi toţi vorbeau despre casa pe care o vom avea,
Despre cum îi va chema pe copii, dar ce ghinion
Se întâmplă mereu la fel, se repetă istoria,
Adio, iubitul meu cu numărul un milion!

Dar nu mai poţi să vii,
Dar nu mai vrei,
Dar nu mai ştii
Cum să mă iei.

Iar mâna mea scrie
Cu numărul o mie
Numele tău
Pe lista de foşti iubiţi.

Am o colecţie de inele, câte unul de la fiecare,
Păstrez mii de flori uscate, presate în jurnale.
Încă unul îmi spune adio şi sună atât de banal.
Adio, iubitul meu cu numărul un miliard!

Denise

2008-08-27T03:49:00.001-07:00

"Don't kiss on the mouth",
"And don't fall in love!"
There were the rules
Made by Madame Louis
And all men played the fools
And asked for Denise.
All men called her Mademoiselle, but her name was Denise,
He knew she loved him, he could tell from her kiss.
All men wanted her, but he was the only man who loved her.
All men lusted her, but she was afraid that one would hurt her.

REFRAIN:
"Please, Denise,
Come home with me!"
He begged on his knees
She pretended not to hear nor see.
He also played the fool
And she obeyed the rules
She knew he'd understand
If she turned her head.
But the next morning they found her dead!

"Don't be late tonight"
"And don't leave my sight!"
There were the rules
Made by Madame Louise.
And all men played the fools
And paid for Denise.
She said "Close the door in your way out, the next one is waiting"
She said she didn't love him, but he knew she was faking.
The girls told her not to go with him 'cause she was the best.
The next morning they found her with a knife in her chest.

REFRAIN: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

"Give them your body"
"And take the money!"
There were the rules
Made by Madame Louise.
And all men played the fools
And asked for Denise.

REFRAIN: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

Fata din oglinda mea

2008-08-27T00:27:00.000-07:00

Plânge-n seara aceasta fata din oglinda mea,
Palmele-şi apasă pe ochii mari şi grei.
Cum aş putea s-o alin, când chiar eu sunt ea?
Şi lacrimi mari cad pe obrajii ei.
Şi plânge-n seara aceasta fata din oglinda mea...

De afară se revarsă lumina de la lună,
Ea se priveşte în oglinda din dormitor.
A uitat că are peria de păr în mână,
A uitat că-n jurul ei miroase a flori.
Stă nemişcată, aşteptând o minune,
El a promis, dar n-ar fi întâia oară
Când ar uita de promisiune...

Şi plânge-n seara aceasta fata din oglinda mea,
Palmele-şi apasă pe ochii mari şi grei.
Cum aş putea s-o alin, când chiar eu sunt ea?
Şi lacrimi mari cad pe obrajii ei.
Şi plânge-n seara aceasta fata din oglinda mea...

Oftează lung muşcând buza uscată
De sete şi de nesfârşit delir.
În întuneric, obosită, tremură toată.
O privesc şi uit să mai respir.
E târziu, luminile se sting pe rând
Şi fata din oglinda mea plânge în mine.
Va adormi din nou cu el în gând
Şi el... el nu cred că mai vine...

Şi plânge-n seara aceasta fata din oglinda mea,
Palmele-şi apasă pe ochii mari şi grei.
Cum aş putea s-o alin, când chiar eu sunt ea?
Şi lacrimi mari cad pe obrajii ei.
Şi plânge-n seara aceasta fata din oglinda mea...

Old

2008-08-27T00:05:00.000-07:00

I thought I'd always love summer skies and seas of blue,
I thought I'd live just to spend my life with you.
I used to dream of distant places, but that's all history.
Now all I used to believe in is just a memory.
I always hoped to be the one who saves the world,
Now I don't want anything, I must be growing old.

I used to dream of making stormy revolutions,
But now that kind of dreams just bring silly confusion.
And when I spoke, I thought anyone will stop and listen,
But now I feel like there is something missing.
I don't want to be a world hero any more.
I've lost my touch, I must be growing old.

There was always a chance, there always stood tomorrow,
Now I leave behind silly regrets and aching sorrow.
My heart used to pump with fire through the ocean,
Now the years pass and I don't pay much attention.
Some say I'm ignorant 'cause I don't care at all.
I've had my time of glory, I must be growing old.

What I gotta do to keep all those naive dreams alive?
If I made one more effort, I don't think I'd survive.
I'm too tired to try, too tired to even pretend I'm ok,
In the end no one will give a damn, nor remember anyway.
My body is young, but I've got scars in my soul.
I made my moves, life got me bruised, I'm growing old.

Every step is now made after long time hesitation
Or not made at all and given up at first rejection.
I payed my dues, gave more than I received,
I have no regrets for the adventurous life that I lived.
I did my part, I played my role
I'm stopping here, I'm growing old.

Bye-Bye, War!

2008-08-20T06:10:00.000-07:00

Gunshots and bombs exploding all over the place,
Huge fire in the sky and deep holes in the ground.
Blood on those young soldiers' bodies and face,
A mother's crying for the son she looked for but didn't found.
He packed his things in a suitcase and said
"I can't take this fighting any more"
"I swear to God I won't end up dead"
"I'm going home now, so bye-bye, war!"

He got home and rang at the door
And soon he heard steps on the floor.
The door opened and a beautiful lady
Called "Come here, baby,
To meet your daddy".
And a kid showed up in the doorway
And he stared for a while.
Then took his son in this arms and said
"This kid has my eyes
And he has my smile".
He packed his things in a suitcase and said
"I can't take this fighting any more"
"I swear to God I won't end up dead"
"I'm going home now, so bye-bye, war!"

"Four years I've been gone,
With bombs around me
And all this time at home,
My son was growing up without me!"
He packed his things in a suitcase and said
"I can't take this fighting any more"
"I swear to God I won't end up dead"
"I'm going home now, so bye-bye, war!"

This Friend of Yours

2008-08-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

You forgot to come to my place last night, yes, I know it,
Though you say you couldn't because of the rain.
But it didn't rain last night, nor the night before it
And so I caught you lying to me all over again.
When I call you at work someone always says you're not there
And doesn't really know when you are coming back.
But I found a telephone number in the pocket of your pants
And I felt the smell of some cheap perfume on your neck.

Refrain:
You say I don't trust you and you accuse me
Of always being ready to walk out the door.
But, baby, why don't you introduce me
To this... friend of yours?

And on your lips I saw a lipstick that's not mine
And when the phone calls no one ever says "hello".
I just stay and listen to her breathe on the line
Until she finally asks "Is William home?"
But I don't know anyone by that name
And when I tell her it's wrong number, dial again
She told me that I should better watch my man
Cause I'm gone abroad all the time and he's all by himself.

Refrain: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

This morning I needed the car and you said that's ok
Cause you can ask a friend to give you a ride.
But your friend parked so far from my driveway
And I asked "Why don't you ask him inside?"
You kissed me goodbye and said you had to go.
I watched you walk away and get into the car.
Tell me do you kiss all of your friends hello
Or is this friend of yours a very special one.

Refrain: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

Poetul şi Marea

2008-08-20T05:17:00.000-07:00

Întins pe nisip, absent şi gânditor,
Privind spre cerul de safir şi perle,
Simţind în mine toate câte dor
Iubirea ta, mare, se află printre ele.

Nu plânge, mare, că nu te pot iubi.
Nu suspina că nu pot să te vreau.
Cu valul tău rece eu nu mă pot uni.
Nu eşti femeie, nu pot nimic să-ţi dau.

Ieftine versuri despre valuri, dacă vrei
Nimic din ce nu a mai fost scris până acum.
Tu, mare, din orice vei vrea să îmi iei,
Până la apus, sub soare, s-ar face scrum.

Tu eşti frumoasă, dar crudă şi cruntă.
Eu nu pot fi al tău, tu îmi eşti străină.
Îmi place doar s-ascult adâncu-ţi cum cântă,
Şi să aud valurile tale noaptea cum suspină.

M-aude şi geme şi plânge nebună,
Mereu albastră şi etern sălbatică
Mă iubeşte şi nu poate să-mi spună
Eu nu-i pot da nicio plimbare romantică.

Şi tot ce am putut să-i dau vreodată
A fost pasul meu, dar valul ei l-a şters.
I-am dat o-mbrăţişare, dar nevinovată,
O lacrimă, ici-colo câte-un vers.

Dar că sunt om, eu n-am să-i cer iertare,
Nu va putea să-mi pară rău nicicând.
Voi plânge doar la a ei tristă chemare
Dar ea rămâne apă, eu - pământ!

My Love Has Gone

2008-08-20T05:12:00.000-07:00

My love has gone
And all he left behind
Is an empty view
And a twisted mind.

My love has gone
And in his place
There's whole in my heart
An a picture of his face.

My love has gone
And I can't get out of my head
The smell of his perfume,
Him sleeping in my bed.

My love has gone
Didn't get the chance to say goodbye
My love has gone
And maybe so should I.

Lost 1

2008-08-16T11:53:00.000-07:00

He walked and walked four hours and hours through wind and rain,
Praying the storm would wash away all the memories and pain.
But tears never turn into water even if you want them to
And the sun never shines if it only shines for you.
From the tenth floor, he just closed his eyes and jumped
And said "Mama, you'll see me on the news tonight",
"I'm gonna be a hero when I die!"

Refrain:
But when he reached the ground
People gathered around
To see how a suicide man loked like.
If he could only speak now that the pain is gone
He'd say "The sun never shines for the lost 1"...

The doors were all open, but he was still looking for a key
To open up some long-gone past, some painful memory
He felt life was too tough and could not take it
And would've rather died than fade away so soon.
He said "Life is only what you make it",
"But now I feel like die is all I wanna do".
And said "Mama, you'll see me on the news tonight".
"I'm gonna be a hero when I die".

Refrain: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

Daddy left home when he was only five,
Never called for birthdays, didn't see him at his prom.
His mother cared for him at day and worked at night
And all he ever had was his mom.

Refrain: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

Mask Off

2008-08-16T11:47:00.000-07:00

So empty
You left me,
So sick
And so weak.

Now you want me back,
It's just another act.
Now you love me, you say,
It's just a role that you play.

It's just another mask you put on,
But now, who are you hiding from?
With my love
I made you so vulnerable
When I took your mask off!

Delfin

2008-08-16T11:41:00.001-07:00

Se aruncă de pe stânci
În apele cele mai adânci,
Zboară cu albatroşii, în braţele lui cuprinde câte un val
Ca un fiu regal al mării adus cu forţa de vânturi la mal.
Cu braţele reci îmi cuprinde uşor trupul de soare încins,
Îmi prinde scoici în păr şi spune: "Aşa cum ţi-am promis."

Nemişcat, întins pe nisip,
Nu vede, nu aude nimic.
Mă ignoră. Ca un delfin el simte doar marea în vine,
Îi sărut palmele sărate, priveşte soarele dincolo de mine.
Gust sarea de pe trupul lui, bărbat-delfin născut în adâncuri,
Smuls de valuri dintre corali şi adus la mal de vânturi.

Delfin născut din val şi soare,
Simţi furtuni în tâmple, marea în vine.
Delfin, dacă tu ai şti cât mă doare
Că iubeşti marea mai mult ca pe mine.

Man of Ice

2008-08-16T11:29:00.000-07:00

He signed his name with his a pen dipped into blood,
On every heart that had a painfully bleeding flood.
And he seems to be the one who mercilessly put the thorns
One by one, on the fragile stalk of every red rose.
He rained himself down from a starred-starred night,
Trying to stop the ravens from their glorious flight.
I tried to thrust love-fever into his icy frozen veins,
Like a fool, I thought I could pray away his sins.
But he just slammed himself against a wall of rejection
From forces that were far beyond any human perception.

But I did all just for love,
I did all just for you
And I remained alone to pay the price
For falling in love with a man made of ice.
Man of ice...

I always knew that he was lost frozen somewhere
Along corridors of time and would never dare
To come out into the fire and let the flames melt away
The ice from his heart and let the sun guide his way.
So I let him burry his heart in solitude and misery.
I let him walk away praying he will soon come back for me.
So naive, I filled my mind with fantastical visions of perfection,
I fed my mind with some bizzare imaginary attraction.
I put my heart on the altar of love trying to save his soul,
But I couldn't keep him back from losing control.

But I did all just for love,
I did all just for you
And I remained alone to pay the price
For falling in love with a man made of ice,
Man of ice...

Come What May

2008-08-16T11:22:00.000-07:00

Come what may,
From now on I don't care.
The end is only a heartbeat away,
Come what may...

Come what may,
I've lived my life exactly the way I wanted to live.
And anyway
Probably there's not much left for me to give.
Consumed by passion
And always staying true to what I felt.
Never repressed aggression
And giving away in a moment all I've ever had.

Come what may,
From now on I don't care.
The end is only a heartbeat away,
Come what may...

Come what may,
I had so much joy and pain in my life
And anyway
I have grown old and maybe that's enough.
Sometimes so joyful,
And others times I felt the pain would never end.
But I am grateful
For every man that loved me and for every friend.

Come what may,
From now on I don't care.
The end is only a heartbeat away,
Come what may...

Poezia acestora

2008-08-11T13:03:00.001-07:00

Nu este scrisă de mine, dar aş fi vrut eu să fie. Recunosc că am postat poezia asta fără să cer acordul "poetului". Dacă vrea să şi-o revendice, să mă anunţe :)

Aceasta nu e poezie,
Aceasta nu se rupe-n două,
Aceasta plânge,tragedie,
Aceasta ploua.
Aceasta nu se saltă-n zare,
Aceasta vine de departe,
Aceasta nu se simte-n stare
Această carte.
Aceasta nu e de citit,
Aceasta uită şi se jură,
Aceasta-n deget s-a rănit,
Aceasta fură.
Aceasta zice că-s nebun,
Aceasta e de-acord cu ea,
Aceasta se pierde pe drum,
Aceasta vrea.
Aceasta nu vă mai convine,
Aceasta n-are clar valoare,
Aceasta e prea mică-n sine,
Aceasta e prea mare.
Aceasta sute de cu seară,
Aceasta cântece aztece,
Aceasta nu se prea omoară,
Aceasta zece.
Aceasta temple şi altare,
Aceasta urcă spre dinjosuri,
Aceasta nu-i apă din mare,
Aceasta dosuri.
Aceasta stele despuiate,
Aceasta galben colţuroasă,
Aceasta e prea grea de spate,
Aceasta-i grasă.
Aceasta a făcut doar spume,
Aceasta nu a fost să fie,
Aceasta lasă numai urme,
Aceasta mie.
Aceasta este cam degeaba,
Aceasta cu dureri amare,
Aceasta mult zoreşte graba,
Aceasta doare.
Aceasta neologizează,
Aceasta zbate rău cuvântul,
Aceasta moare în amiază,
Aceasta vântul.
Aceasta babă prea sfătoasă,
Aceasta câine ce nu tace,
Aceasta nu e sănătoasă,
Aceasta face.

Aceasta nu e poezie,
Aceasta cititorul ştie,
Aceasta n-a fost doar să fie,
Aceasta-i VIE.

Paradisul fals

2008-08-11T11:36:00.000-07:00

La ce te gândeşti, ce înseamnă acest suspin?
Spune-mi, iubire, devii Elena, puţin câte puţin?...

Dar poţi, iubire, să îmi spui ce preţ mai are
Tot ce avem acum dacă iubirea moare...

Haide, iubire, dă-mi mâna şi invită-mă la vals,
Să ne mai amăgim încă o seară cu paradisul fals.

Statuia

2008-08-08T02:07:00.000-07:00

Statuia de marmură albă şi rece,
Neclintită fusese acolo de mult,
Privind ignorantă timpul cum trece,
Admirând trandafirii, vântu-ascultând.

Părea să privească ades păsări în zbor,
Părea pierdută într-un univers haotic,
Cu ochii-i reci şi goi se holba la trecători.
Îi invidia şi totuşi, le zâmbea ironic.

O noapte si-atât... Acum din piatra inertă
Au rămas doar fragmente prea mici şi prea reci.
O noapte şi-atât... Şi din statuia perfectă...
Nimic! Biată statuie, unde ai vrut să pleci?

Azi locul unde a fost cândva statuia
E parcă vid şi amăgitor privirii.
Azi în locul unde a fost cândva statuia
A crescut iedera ce a umbrit trandafirii.

If Winter Comes

2008-08-08T02:00:00.000-07:00

I thought that misty nights and rainy days
Have lost themselves somewhere along their ways.
The tumult of a world I thought left far behind
Returned to this abandoned space to find
Just roaring emptiness and a whispered autumn song,
A place of withered illusions and of leaves beaten gold.

My thoughts are driven away like winged petals and seeds,
My eyes instantly cry and my heart desperately bleeds.
It feels like I have never been able to love, nor to smile
As if this misty wind has scattered out my whole life.

Autumn must be a lady who probably died
Trying to soar like a seagull, but never learnt to fly.
And the clarion of her mysterios spirit still raves
Like haunting ghosts dancing in the darken graves.

A hectic smell is all around me in the air,
These foul empty streets... have they ever been fair?
And golden leaves are driven around like ghosts,
And the wind is crying like a mother cries her loss.
Autumn has put her filthy wings around mankind.
If winter comes, can spring be far behind?..

Infracţiunea de a fi

2008-08-08T01:54:00.000-07:00

Când sângeram, ei, orbi, nici nu văd al nostru sânge,
Nu aud un pui de geniu cum plânge,
Li se pare o iluzie, aluzie sau doar vis,
Dar ei cu ignoranţă, un pui de geniu au ucis.

Îngenunchiaţi, supuşi, în criză de idei,
Ne abandonam, pasiv conduşi de ei.
Ei care au impresia că nici nu trăiesc pe pământ
Şi nici nu ştiu că noi trăim doar... din când în când.
Cu ton sarcastic ne ordonă să învăţăm a trăi,
Apoi nemulţumiţi ne condamnă pentru...
Infracţiunea de a fi!

Never Understand

2008-08-08T01:29:00.000-07:00

My heart is always split in two
Between what I am doing
And what I am supposed to do.
He sees me cry,
He hears me sigh
Every now and then,
But he can't understand.
He doesn't know what I feel,
He never understood,
And he never will.

He is watching me peacefully with his blue beautiful eyes,
Trying to pretend that he knows what's going on.
But if he knew, I wouldn't be here wrapped in his arms,
No matter how much he says he loves me, he'd be gone.

My heart is always split in two
Between what I am doing
And what I am supposed to do.
He sees me cry,
He hears me sigh
Every now and then,
But he can't understand.
He doesn't know what I feel,
He never understood,
And he never will.

Not Easy To Win This Way

2008-08-08T01:15:00.000-07:00

You used to climb the mountains, but now they push you up,
You used to shine like the sun, but now they turn on the light.
Your every effort used to be rewarded with a throne and a crown,
But now they push you up while you're pulling yourself down.

Refrain:
And it's not easy to win this way
Without having faught enough, without grace,
'Cause no matter what their praising would say
You still got tears running down your face.
They still see you as a hero, but you're fading every day,
'Cause it's really not easy to win this way.

No matter the flowers, the statues they're building for you,
You know that most of them are for parade and untrue.
No matter the prizes, the endless applause that you got,
'Cause they won't turn you back into something you're not.

Refrain: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

Too proud to admit they let you win because they adore you
And they know there's never been anyone better before you.
But deep inside you know you won without fighting enough
And winning without deserving cuts just like a knife.

Refrain: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

Il Luce

2008-08-08T01:10:00.000-07:00

Am căutat în cărţi un nume să-ţi găsesc,
În stele chiar, să aflu a ta privire.
Dar tu nu exişti în lume şi în nimic omenesc.
Eşti zeu prin adorare şi sfânt prin slăvire.

Din ochii tăi de azur noaptea lent s-a prelins
Şi e plină de scântei rupte dintr-un fulger
Ce ard pe chipul tău, pe părul tău de aur aprins
Când baţi parcă din aripi şi te-nalţi ca un înger.

Zâmbeşti, dar trist. Şi ochii îi închizi uşor,
Te pierzi în amintiri, în poezii, în pagini,
Măşti şi minciuni ce le credeai uitate, încă dor,
Chiar dacă sunt doar fragmente, frânturi de imagini.

Şi iar goneşti pe calul tău parcă înaripat,
Iar luna din ceruri pe chipu-ţi de înger aduce
Raze ameţitoare de argint revărsat
Ce scapără în sufletul tău de zeu, Il Luce...

PS: Il Luce nu e Mircea Lucescu :)))))))

Taboo

2008-08-08T01:01:00.000-07:00

Bad habbit, damn taboo,
I'm over you...

I called you last night just to see
How I'd feel if I heard your voice again.
But I only rememberd much misery,
The sound of your voice brought back the pain..
You are still faking, you see,
You haven't changed a bit.
Bad habit, damn taboo,
I'm over you...

You said you were doing just fine,
But I know you too well to believe you.
I listened to your breath on the line,
Thinking I did so good when decided to leave you.
You still pretend and cheat,
You haven't changed a bit.
Bad habit, damn taboo,
I'm over you...

You used to swear I was the only one,
Now I know you told others the same.
You can have your ways now that I'm gone,
But be careful not to call others my name.
You still hide what you feel,
You haven't changed a bit.
Bad habit, damn taboo,
I'm over you...

You Win. I Lose.

2008-08-06T10:57:00.000-07:00

It took me much to see
There is no winning with you,
'Cause you always fight against me
Like it's the last the last thing you'd do.
Weak and unable to hit back,
I withdrawn into envious resistance.
You turned me into a wrack,
Wish I could just keep my distance.

Refrain:
Again you win,
I have grown used to it.
Again I lose,
It's not like I had to chose.
You win. I lose.

But you just keep going
In the opposite direction,
Between us there's no loving,
Just physical attraction.
I need a man who loves victory,
But not tries to get it over me.
I wanna win without breaking your heart,
Fighting can't be right.

Refrain:
Again you win,
I have grown used to it.
Again I lose,
It's not like I had to chose.
You win. I lose.

Maria Stuart

2008-08-06T10:47:00.000-07:00

Ar vrea să rămână, de plecare se teme,
Ţara-i cu glas stins, începe să o cheme
Spre necunoscut.
Va pleca într-o lume pe care n-o ştie,
Să rămână-ntre umbre pentru vecie,
S-o ia de la-nceput.

Să clădească în stâncă noi imperii
Să aducă azurul între nori argintii
Şi în ochi lumină.
Să facă roze din ceaţă şi rouă din lacrimi
Salvând patria de ale pământului patimi
Cu un titlu de regină.

Şi stă neclintită în bătaia vântului
Să înfrunte blestemul crunt al pământului
În care s-a născut.
Şi în întuneric, tot neclintită plânge,
Căci de-un pământ sărac e legată prin sânge,
Dar prin suflet nicicând!

"În curând eu voi trece de-al tău hotar,
Se năruie-n mine şi viaţă şi speranţă.
Lumea spre care mă duc îmi va fi altar,
Mă duc să mă jertfesc, rămâi cu bine, Franţă!"

Why Being The Best?...

2008-08-06T10:16:00.000-07:00

Always up to date and permanently sharp in style,
Conquering any heart, any kingdom with just one smile.
It used to take me no more than a pleasing look,
Or a snap of my fingers, that's all it ever took.
And everything I could possibly want was done,
But the show is over 'cause there is no more fun.
And if the dream would live, I would still believe it,
But I'm worn out now and too weak to even try to live it.

Refrain:
I don't have the power, the will I had in the past,
If I tried one more time, that try might be the last.
Why fighting so much if they pretend not to see?
Why being the best if it brings out the worst in me?

They all pretended to know me, called me by my name,
The rules were too tough, I got tired of their stupid game,
'Cause with time, competition has grown into loneliness,
There were only strangers who pretended to be my friends.
It just doesn't feel like it used to, I must be growing old,
I lost the need for speed from those happy years of gold.
I can take it no more, I have come to the end of the line,
I had my time of glory, now it's the perfect moment for goodbye.

Refrain:
I don't have the power, the will I had in the past,
If I tried one more time, that try might be the last.
Why fighting so much if they pretend not to see?
Why being the best if it brings out the worst in me?

Gone

2008-08-06T09:59:00.000-07:00

This world did not love you,
Perhaps they did not know how.
Now you are already faded,
Perhaps they'll love you now...
Now I think they understand
What you really tried to do
And they reach out to your hand
Just to find themselves in you.

Like flames dancing in the eyes of a child,
Memories will rush right back to you.
All through your stormy life turned wild,
You loved the world, but they never knew.
And the world could only ignore you
And let you live your life alone.
Now that you're gone, the adore you,
They only treasure those who are gone.

Golden leaves are flying and falling,
Just like tears from your eyes.
And the autumn wind is calling
For all those who lost their lives.
And the world's compassion
Is no consolation
'Cause you never really knew
They'll be lost in admiration
When they will be losing you.

And the world could only ignore you
And let you live your life alone.
Now that you're gone, they adore you
They only treasure those who are gone.

Cât o să mai pot rezista?

2008-08-01T13:56:00.000-07:00

Priveşti prin mine, eşti tot mai absent,
Mă pierzi încet, eşti inconştient.
Tu juri că mă adori,
Dar mereu mă ignori.
Ai nevoie de mila, nu de iubirea mea,
Nu ştiu cât o să mai pot rezista...

Orice mângâiere îşi are preţul ei,
Priveşti rugător şi fix în ochii mei.
Prefer să cedez,
Să nu mă enervez.
Oricum te iubesc, nu te pot refuza,
Dar cât o să mai pot rezista?

Mă amăgeşti uşor, cu o singură privire,
Te ador, eşti cea mai dulce amăgire.
Ador tot ce-i al tău,
Chiar dacă-mi face rău...
Prefer să fac orice ca să rămâi în viaţa mea,
Dar mă întreb cât o să mai pot rezista?

Your Part

2008-08-01T13:50:00.000-07:00

REFRAIN:
You've been playing your part
Though you knew from the start
That it was only gonna break your heart.

The love-stories you lost 'cause you were untrue.
The wicked games that seemed to get you through.
The lies that you told,
The image you sold
Deceived everyone who was ever around you,
Made your good friends stop caring about you.

REFRAIN:_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

The talking behind your good friends' back,
The secrets that you never really kept.
You made everyone think
That you had everything
But instead you only got despair and just loneliness
Now you'd give up all just to hear a familiar voice.

REFRAIN:_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

The pretending when claiming you were strong,
The denial even when you knew you were wrong.
You only tried to hide
The tears that you cried.
And if you hurt everybody, you didn't do it intentionally,
Their hurt brought you twice as much misery.

REFRAIN:_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Forgive Me!

2008-08-01T13:42:00.000-07:00

Forgive me for I smile when there are tears
Falling from your pretty-pretty eyes.
But, baby, I'm so happy that you're here
And that I can you hold you in my arms.

Forgive me for I cry when there's a smile
Coming upon your pretty-pretty face.
But, baby, I'm afraid it's just for a while
And that happiness is not going to last.

Deamon

2008-08-01T13:35:00.000-07:00

Black, so black are the eyes of the lady,
They throw sharp arrows of poison and fire.
Black, so black is her hair and it's waving,
The look you set upon her is gonna mistify her.
They say the lady is a deamon,
'Cause they melt as they look in her eyes.
And she fades like a ghost when they see her,
But what if she's an angel in disguise?

REFRAIN
Deamon,
Black eyes shine through the night,
Lips glow in the candle light.
Demon,
Run unless you want
To get crucified.
Deamon,
Soon by love
You'll be sanctified.
Demon.

Cold, so cold are the hands of the lady,
But her blood is a vulcano in her veins.
Red, so red are her lips and she's maybe
Gonna set on your lips her fatal kiss.
They say the lady is a deamon,
'Cause they melt as they look in her eyes.
And she fades like a ghost when they see her,
But what if she's an angel in disguise?

REFRAIN:

Şi totuşi dacă...

2008-08-01T13:29:00.000-07:00

Nu vrea să ştiu unde ai dormit aseară,
De dragul tău, sper doar că a meritat.
Te voi lăsa să pleci, chiar dacă o să doară,
Eu nu mai vreau, nu mai pot să mă prefac.
Şi totuşi dacă tu mi-ai cere iertare,
Şi totuşi dacă te-aş mai întoarce din drum,
Şi totuşi dacă aş mai găsi putere
Să nu te mai iert, să nu te mai cred şi acum...

Mă întreb de ce mi-ai mai promis că vii,
Te aştept, dar deja, ore întregi ai întârziat.
Îmi pare rău că poate niciodată nu vei şti
Cât te-am iubit şi nici măcar n-ai meritat.
Şi totuşi dacă tu mi-ai mai spune o dată
Că mă iubeşti şi că ai vrea să te mai iert
Şi îmi promiţi că nu mai greşeşti niciodată,
Şi totuşi dacă eu aş mai putea să te cred...

Şi totuşi dacă m-ai lua iarăşi în braţe
Şi mi-ai vorbi despre ce vrei şi ce simţi,
Dacă m-ai mai putea amăgi cu speranţe
Şi dacă aş putea să cred că nu mai minţi.
Şi totuşi dacă eu aş putea să uit tot ce a fost,
Până la urmă poate, nu a fost decât un vis.
Mă întreb dacă iubirea ar mai avea vreun rost.
Şi dacă totuşi ai veni, aşa cum ai promis...

Anger

2008-08-01T13:01:00.000-07:00

Fields of cruel green,
With flowers in the sun,
Every blazing beam,
Sometimes they only seem
As if they'll never shine
Ever again...

And when the anger strikes I feel surrounded
By an ocean of blood throbbing in my veins.
Thoughts running through my head and all around it
As a devilish punishment for all the undone sins.
I feel like doors are slamming in the back of my mind
And I am covered up by pain I thought I left behind.

Dancind in my blood
Like ferocious nightly ghosts,
Anger - like a flood
Never pays back what I lost.
Moving throuh my veins
To break my heart in two,
Causing all the sins
I've never thought I'd do.

What a starred night
In the arms of my lover.
Everything seems so right
And it seems so forever,
But never...

It never turned out the way I wanted it to turn out,
All my passions consumed me before they burned out,
'Cause I start hearing voices screaming deep inside me,
All the secrets that I've ever hid now all hide me.
Anger started out like drifting away from perfection,
But it's so long since it first proved to be an obsession.

Dancind in my blood
Like ferocious nightly ghosts,
Anger - like a flood
Never pays back what I lost.
Moving throuh my veins
To break my heart in two,
Causing all the sins
I've never thought I'd do.

I breathe your smile
I taste it slowly,
Come linger for a while,
Come lose yourself in me,
Baby, you see...

Coming over me so slowly and strongly like a wave,
I feel it entering inside of me through my fingertips.
An ocean of anger, so lonely and dark like a grave,
It got the taste of a drop of poison upon my withered lips.
They always told me to livve my life to the max
But adrenaline is only in guns, drugs and sex.

Dancind in my blood
Like ferocious nightly ghosts,
Anger - like a flood
Never pays back what I lost.
Moving throuh my veins
To break my heart in two,
Causing all the sins
I've never thought I'd do.

Spectator

2008-08-01T12:55:00.001-07:00

Eşti o iluzie topită de durere,
Te duci cu fiecare pas tot mai departe
Şi nici măcar tu nu îţi iei la revedere
Când pleci singur şi trist în prag de noapte.

Şi valuri după valuri de amărăciune
Mă îneacă şi plâng în fiecare seară
Când eu, timidă, sărut cu o plecăciune
Buzele-ntredeschise ca întâia oară.

Divin ar fi să mă trezesc în orice dimineaţă
Strângându-ţi cu putere trupul tău cald la piept!
Dar o minune nu durează o întreagă viaţă
Şi mie nu-mi rămâne decât să te aştept.

Zbori, visul meu de amăgitoare iubire,
Înalţă-ţi un renume prin laudele lor!
Fii eroul tuturor cum îţi este-n fire.
Iar eu voi fi ce-am fost mereu: un SPECTATOR!

New York City

2008-08-01T12:23:00.000-07:00

Let me out into this amazing labyrinthical world,
In this huge agresion that makes me feel so small.
Let me out into the nightmime, set me free into the dark light.
I'm gonna break out tonight like never before.
'Cause this city's got much more to show.
Armours of steel and glass, electric eyes are everywhere,
Such a sensual diguise
Of the City's sleepless eyes.
I'll take my chance tonight, I know for sure I'll dare,
I feel I can be a star of this space tonight.
If this city is just an apple,
Then let me take a bite!

New York, mouth to mouth rescuecitation,
Sending hearbeats, blocking perceptions.
New York City, Big Apple's on fire tonight,
So let me take a bite!
New York City, N.Y.

Macho men, rich business men and everywhere strip girls
They show the illusion of this stunning universe.
Famous people just escaped from the hell of Hollywood,
Drinking in fancy bars, feeling so damn good.
With papparrazzi on their tracks for a photo or interview.
Money and actions gotten stuck somewhere on 5th Avenue.
They are all fragments of this structure turned wild.
In New York time is money
And they all call me "honey"
As if they knew me since I was a child.
I feel I can be a star of this universe tonight.
If this town is just an apple,
Then let me take a bite.

New York, mouth to mouth rescuecitation,
Sending hearbeats, blocking perceptions.
New York City, Big Apple's on fire tonight,
So let me take a bite!
New York City, N.Y.

The Secret Of Love

2008-08-01T11:49:00.000-07:00

Some say that love comes from physical attraction,
Others say it is in finding a lifetime soul-mate.
But love is not love if it seems much to close to perfection,
Nor if you wait for it to be given to you by fate.
Everyone's looking for that one secret of love:
The secret of love is in not having secrets at all.

Some say that love is believing in Jesus and in God,
Others say it is in trying to live life to the max.
But love is not love unless it is hurting inside,
Love means both true friendship and good sex.
Everyone's looking for that one secret of love:
The secret of love is in not having secrets at all.

Waste Away, Fade Away

2008-08-01T11:28:00.000-07:00

I've let myself burnt out by weird deceitful passions,
I've been seduced by moments of consuming pleasures.
Oceans of darkness were broken by flaming flashes of light,
While I was crying away every second of the sinful night.
And in the morning, like a church bell, I listen to the silence,
While the loneliness breaks out in thunders of exhausted violence.
Once upon a time I used to turn to you
To make me feel ok.
Now I turn to dust and you
Watch the wind blow me away...

Fade away, fade away,
Waste away!...
Fade away, fade away,
Waste away!...

Sharp teeth of loneliness bite me fom somewhere inside,
If I could just put into words all these secrets I hide,
Would they still resent me? Would I still hang to the bell?
Would this voice in my head still call me back to hell?
Now I'm lost among crystal glasses of champagne and caviar,
While comets are blazing and burning across my broken heart.
Once upon a time I used to turn to you
To make me feel ok.
Now I turn to dust and you
Watch the wind blow me away...

Fade away, fade away,
Waste away!...
Fade away, fade away,
Waste away!...

Baby, baby, tie these rebel wings of mine to the ground,
Before they take me to the sky and slam me against the clouds.
I've been lost frozen somewhere along corridors of time,
Sentenced to writing love songs with lyrics that never rime.
Forever I'll be lonley as if I'm living in Cleopatra's tomb,
And as if I got rejected by the tide and the full moon.
Once upon a time I used to turn to you
To make me feel ok.
Now I turn to the ocean and you
Watch the sun burn me away...

Fade away, fade away,
Waste away!...
Fade away, fade away.
Burn away!...

Never Said I Love You

2008-07-30T03:41:00.000-07:00

You've never said "I love you", though you've felt it,
You were afraid that maybe she wouldn't understand it.
But others say it all the time, no matter what they feel.
Some never loved before and others never will.

Have you ever been in love and felt you touched the sky?
Have you ever dreamt of forever just by staring in her eyes?
And in bed, next to your lover, have you tried to count the stars?
Have you felt you kissed Eternity and held Heaven in your arms?

Have you ever been in love and saw Time standing still?
Have you ever felt in your heart, the rush of her hearbeat?
Have you ever tasted a skin that you almost felt like yours?
Have you ever breathed in, the air that she had breathed out before?

Semi-Zeu

2008-07-30T03:31:00.001-07:00

Priveşti pe fereastră, pasiv şi plictisit,
De-atâta adorare, aproape ai obosit.
Cu ţigara fumegând între degetele lungi,
Încercând, fără rost, singurătatea s-o alungi.
Divin de frumos,
Nici vesel, nici serios.
Tu nu arăţi nici bucurie, nici durere,
Nu-şi au loc în tine nici slăbiciune şi nici putere.
Eşti doar menit să rămâi etern adorat,
Să joci rolul tău de fals Don Juan
Sedus şi abandonat.

Tu pari doar făcut să rămâi frumos şi indiferent,
Ochii tăi privesc în gol, parcă prin mine.
Asculţi vocea mea şi doar zâmbeşti absent,
Dai senzaţia că pe tine, nimic niciodată nu te atinge.

Pierdut în fotoliu, cu capul dat pe spate,
Încruntat, cu degetele subţiri crispate,
Masezi arcadele-incordate, încercând să te minţi
Că timpul nici nu trece dacă tu nu îl mai simţi.
Sălbatic de frumos,
Cu un zâmbet dureros,
Ce eşti tu? Acel perimat demon sau înger?
Aparent nepăsător la victorii şi înfrângeri.
Consumat de furtuna care-ai fost,
Prea obosit să mai respiri
Când simţi că n-are rost.

Tu pari doar făcut să rămâi frumos şi indiferent,
Ochii tăi privesc în gol, parcă prin mine.
Asculţi vocea mea şi doar zâmbeşti absent,
Dai senzaţia că pe tine, nimic niciodată nu te atinge.

Nu, pe tine nimic niciodată nu te atinge,
Te consumi încet, nimic nu te mai poate învinge.
Închizi ochii primind resemnat iubirea lor,
Eu - ca toţi ceilalţi - nu pot decât să te ador.
Inuman de frumos,
Avid de spectaculos.
Am nevoie să te înţeleg ca să pot să te iubesc,
Dar tu eşti singurul pe care nu pot să-l citesc.
Vei rămâne tot singur, e firesc,
Mă vei pierde curând
Te vei pierde şi tu.
În tine nu mai ai nimic omenesc.

Shame!

2008-07-30T01:57:00.000-07:00

We look for Eternity in places it does not belong,
We search for God in churches so called "saint",
We hope to find weak slaves in people who seem strong
And write love letters that we'll never actually send.

We waste our lives dismaying, terrorizing, fighting for causes already achieved.
We invent and discover things that have already been thought of and conceived.
We work like damn machines just to turn lonely nights into busy days.
Inert and empty, we sit around counting all the good moments away.

We sweep away all emotions and put masks to hide our anxieties,
We are not ourselves any more, just wandering through weird societies.
We are called by nicks and codes and we've come to forget our name,
We are not feeling while living our lives and that is such a SHAME!

I Love You

2008-07-30T01:41:00.000-07:00

I love you for dreaming away
When I softly kiss your ajar lips,
I love you for every night and day,
When you don't lock me out of your dreams.

I love you for forgetting your body
In my arms from night till dawn,
I love you for being that somebody
Who never allows me to feel I'm alone.

I love you for keeping me on the line
And for being so sweetly blind to see
That I love you not for only being mine,
But I love you for not being like me!

I Thought That Love

2008-07-30T01:36:00.000-07:00

I thought that love was such an easy game to play,
'Cause I saw it in the movies and read about it in novels,
But I never thought it can just fade away
And turn into nothing the lives of the two lovers.

I thought that love was only made to last forever
And make the lovers want to be together more and more,
But I never thought they would stop needing each other
When they drive away from what they had before.

I thought that love was only about glances and kisses
And always being his devoted friend and tender lover,
But I never thought one goes and the other one misses
When the two of them are in love, but not with each other.

I thought that love only takes time and understanding,
'Cause I saw it between the landlord and the girl next door.
I never thought it can be faked, nor pretending,
But now I just don't think that any more!

Love, Don't Leave Me

2008-07-30T01:26:00.000-07:00

Love, don't leave me,
'Cause I need you like a dying man needs a familiar face.
Love, don't leave me,
Just don't desert me here in this lonely shattered space.
Love, don't leave me!

A gunning-down emotion and this weird sensation
Were all he ever gave, but I never paid much attention.
And now I feel I'm losing everything I've ever had
And still I can't bring in mind the last words that he said.

Love, don't hurt me,
'Cause I feel like a convinct in his very last lonely days.
Love, don't kill me,
I am innocent, I cannot bear this sentence to death.
Love, don't leave me!

Self-consuming, unconcious and willingly blind,
I closed my eyes not to see him walk away from me.
And so damn uselessly I tried to bring in mind
What I never understood, what I could never see.

Love, don't give me up,
'Cause I know I will go down if I remain alone.
Love, don't let me down,
'Cause I cannot bear your absence while he's gone.
Love, don't leave me!

Să nu fiu om

2008-07-30T01:18:00.000-07:00

O clipă, Doamne, nu Îţi cer zile, luni sau ani
Să nu am nici putere, nici vise şi nici bani.
Să nu cunosc durerea, să nu ştiu fericirea,
Să nu simt ura, Doamne, să nu-mi doresc iubirea.
Să fiu doar moleculă, neînsemnat atom,
Să fiu, Doamne, orice, numai să nu fiu om.

Azi firea mă desparte de tot ce vreau să fiu.
Şi nu m-ajută la nimic toate câte ştiu.
Toate câte o viaţă-ntreagă am învăţat
Sunt goluri în care doar iluzii am băgat.

Ce simt acum? Mă abţin să nu spun!
Vreau doar să râd la ploaie ca un biet nebun,
Să uit tot ce-am făcut şi tot ce-am zis,
Să urmăresc din nou acelaşi simplu vis.
Dar sunt gânduri multe, raţiuni dedesubt,
Concepţii ce o viaţă-ntreagă am urât.
Şi oricât ar fi de durereoase şi de grele,
Acuma, Doamne, sunt toate ale mele.

Să fiu, Doamne, orice, numai să nu fiu om!
Să fiu doar moleculă, neînsemnat atom...
Să nu simt ura, Doamne, să nu-mi doresc iubirea,
Să nu cunosc durerea, să nu ştiu fericirea.
Să nu vreau nici putere, nici vise şi nici bani,
O clipă, Doamne, nu Îţi cer zile, luni sau ani.